The prevalence of memory loss in former NFL players is undeniable. As lawsuits, retirements and forgotten moments roll in, many players are left frustrated and helpless. Former Indianapolis Colts tight end Ben Utecht is doing everything to ensure the helplessness is limited.
Utecht, riddled with concussions throughout his career, was forced to retire in 2009 after suffering an estimated five concussions. He began suffering from memory loss in 2011 as a 30-year-old.
In a fantastic story by Chip Scoggins of the Minneapolis Star Tribune, we learn the Minnesota native, fearful of the expected effects of a 6-year playing career, began writing letters to his three young daughters shortly after retiring. Those letters quickly translated to his other passion: music.
Many of the notes and letters became inspiration for songs for the aspiring musician, including “You Will Always Be My Girls” in his upcoming album:
“It was a chance to tell my girls no matter what happens to me and my brain, they’re always going to be there,” Utecht told Chip Scoggins of the Minneapolis Star Tribune.
The former Minnesota Golden Gopher has already suffered from the common effects of repeated concussions, including amnesia, dizziness and sudden mood changes. He even forgets the occasional event, such as singing at a friend’s wedding just a few years ago.
“Those are the kind of things I pray are not precursors or they don’t get worse,” said Utecht.
He has taken a national role as a concussion-awareness advocate, even receiving a public leadership award from the American Academy of Neurology and the American Brain Foundation.
Check out Ben Utecht’s site for additional music and stories: www.ben-utecht.com
